Saturday, November 19, 2016

Uncomfortable

31 weeks pregnant today and I haven't been able to sleep the past 2 days because this baby has decided to have a constant dance party in my belly. Can't blame her, I am her mother. Although, I took a 3 hour nap today and that was the first time I've slept for 3 hours straight without waking up since I can't even remember when! It was so refreshing. I woke up in the best mood ever.

My baby shower was last week and all my best friends came down from Utah which was just what I needed. It was so much fun to have them here to remind myself that I'm still just like them but the pregnant version. I was so humbled by how many people showed up to my baby shower and how many gifts I received. It was an overwhelming amount and I am so beyond grateful.

Want to know what really really sucks? Let me tell you. Long distance relationships. Nick and I have been unoffcially dating since March (that's when we met and how long we've been "talking") and it's just the worst. We get to see each other about once a month for a couple days, however the last time was one week, and then phone calls, skype and texting till the next time. I should probably write a book titled "How to Survive Long Distance Relationships" except I'm barely surviving. I thought we were doing pretty good and now that we have a plan for him to move here in January, it's the homestretch so I'm getting impatient and just want him here already. It probably doesn't help that I'm pregnant and and am extra emotional and just want my person. Is that really a thing though? I have yet to believe if pregnancy hormones are actually a thing. So far the only thing I believe in is the hormornes that have produced mass amounts of zits on my face. I guess I cry more easily but do I really though? Or is it all in my head?

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